胡适留学日记_胡适【完结】(80)

2019-03-10  作者|标签:胡适

  出现了两个崭新之巨人形象,

  他们持续生长,力大无比。

  他们一来就把汝之丧钟敲响!

  他们--爱和法律--将匡正人类之过失,

  和平和正义将为人类谱写新曲。

  此乃吾人之愚愿:祝汝顺利!

  二四、致留学界公函

  (三月十九夜)

  anopenleitertoallchinese

  students

  mydearbrethren:

  ifimayjudgefromthesentimentsexpressedinthelastissueofthemonthly,iamafraidwehavecompletelylostourheads,andhavegonemad.“fightandbevanquished,ifwemust”,saysoneclub.evenmr.w.k.chung,achristianofmaturethought,declaresinfieryeloquence:“evenifwefightandbedefeatedandconsequentlysufferthedisgraceoflosingourcountry,-eventhiscourseshouldbeinevitableandpreordained,istillsay,wecouldnotbutchoosetofight...letusfightandbeconqueredlikebelgium.”evenoureditor-in-chiefwhoinhiseditorialsadvisedusthathotheadshavenoplaceinthedeliberationofsuchgreatnationaldangerandthatweshouldconsultourheadsaswellasourhearts.-evenhewritesonanotherpage:“thechinesewillhavenochoice(whichtheywillnothesitatetomake)buttofight!”

  now,letmesaythatallthisispureinsanity.wehavelostourheads.weareexcited,nervous,nay,“patrioticallyinsane.”mybrethren,itisabsolutelyuselesstogetexcitedatsuchacriticalmoment.noexcitement,norhigh-soundingsentiments,norsensationalsuggestions,haveeverhelpedanynation.talkingoffighting“onpaper”isthemostshallowcourseforustotake,whocallourselves“students”and“capablemen”.

  itseemstomethattherightcourseforusstudentstotakeatthismomentandatthisdistancefromchina,isthis.letusbecalm.letusdoourdutywhichistostudy.letusnotbecarriedawaybytheturmoilofthenewspaperfromourseriousmission.letusapplyourselvesseriously,calmly,undisturbedlyandunshakenlytoourstudies,andprepareourselvestoupliftourfatherland,ifshesurvivesthiscrisis-asiamsureshewill,-ortoresurrectherfromthedead,ifitneedsbe!

  mybrethren,thatisourdutyandourrightcourse!

  isay,talkingoffightingjapanatthispresentmomentisinsanity.forhowcanwefight?oureditor-in-chiefsaysthatwehavethefightingstrengthofonemilliondeterminedsoldiers.letuslookatthefacts,wehaveatmost120,000soldiersthatcanbecalled“trained”,butpoorlyequipped.andwehaveabsolutelynonavy:thelargestvesselinournavyisathird-classcruiserwithadisplacementof4,300tons.andhowaboutmunitions?whatshallwefightwith?

  soisaywithallsincerityandwithalldevotiontochina,thatitispurenonsenseandfoolishnesstotalkoffightingwhenthereisnottheslightestchanceofgaininganythingbutdevastation,anddevastation,anddevastation!

  andyoutalkofbelgium--ofheroicbelgium!mydearbrethren,letmetellyouwithallmyheartandsoulthattoresistthetideofanoceanwithasinglehandisnoheroism,andthattostrikeaneggagainstarockisnoheroism!moreover,belgiumdidnotcontemplatesuchanutterdefeat.readsuchbooksashowbelgiumsavedeuropebydr.charlessaroleaofbelgium,andyouwillseethatshewassureoffrenchassistanceandofbritishsupport.andshewasconfidentofherliegeandherantwerpwhichhadthereputationofbeingthestrongestfortificationsintheworld.sobelgiumstakedallherfortuneforthe“glory”ofbeingaheroicnation!wasthattruecourage?wasthattrueheroism?

  andmybrethren,thinkofbelgiumandofthebelgiansoftoday!isthe“glory”ofheroismworthallthesacrifice?

  iamnotblamingthebelgians.whatiwanttopointouthereisthatbelgiumisnotworthchina’simitating,andthatwhosoeverwisheschinatofollowbelgium’spathandfateissinningagainstchina.

  inconclusion,letmerepeat:donotgetexcited:letusdoourdutywhichistostudy.

  thefinalsolutionofthefareasternquestionisnottobesoughtinfightingjapanatpresent;norinanyexternalinterferencebyanyotherpowerorpowers;norinanytemporaryreliefsuchastheequilibriumofpowersorthatoftheopendoor;norinanysuchproposalasthejapanesemonroedoctrine.therealandfinalsolutionmustbesoughtsomewhereelse-far,fardeeperthanmostofusnowsuspect.idonotknowwhereinitlies:ionlyknowwhereinitdoesnotlie.letusstudyitoutcalmlyanddispassionately.

  readthislettercarefullybeforeyoucondemnme.

  veryearnestly,

  yourbrother,

  suhhu

  ithaca,n.y.

  〔中译〕致留学界公函

  诸位:

  以上月期刊中各位所表示之义愤观之,余担忧吾辈皆头脑发热,理智失常。某一学生会以为“吾辈非战即死”。甚至连这位通情达理之基督徒--w·k·钟君也义愤填膺,宣称“倘使吾辈命中注定:凡战必败,终要遭受亡国之rǔ,余仍要说,吾辈别无选择,只有决一死战……宁可像比国人一样,非战即死。”甚至连该刊主笔先生,日前还在社论中劝诫众人,在此民族危亡之际,切不可鲁莽行事,乱了方寸,义愤之馀还须诉诸理智,如今他也在另一文中写道:“中国人别无选择,只有决一死战!(国人将毫不犹豫作此选择)”

  此刻,余要说上述言论完全是疯话。吾辈情绪激动,神经紧张,理智失常,可以说是得了“爱国癫”。诸位,在此危急关头,情绪激动是决无益处的。激动之情绪,慷慨激昂之爱国呼号,危言耸听之条陈,未尝有助于国。吾辈自称“学子”、“gān材”,若只是“纸上”谈兵,则此举未免过于肤浅。

  以余观之,吾辈学子,远去祖国,爱莫能助;当务之急,当以镇静处之。让吾等各就本分,各尽责职;吾辈之责任乃是读书学习。不可让报章上所传之纠纷,耽误吾辈之学业。吾等正要严肃、冷静、不惊、不慌,安于学业,力争上流,为将来振兴祖国作好一番准备,只要她能幸免于难--余深信如此--若是不能,吾辈将为在废墟上重建家园而努力!

  诸位,这才是吾辈之责任!才是吾辈之当务之急!

  余以为,此刻言及对日作战,简直是发疯。我何以作战?主笔先生说,我有一百万敢决一死战之雄狮。且让大家来看一下事实:我仅有十二万士兵谈得上是“训练有素”的,然其装备甚为简陋。而且,我海军毫无战斗力:军中最大之战舰乃一三等巡洋舰,其排水吨位仅为四千三百吨。另外,军火又如何呢?我何以作战?

  第51章 民国四年(1915)二月十八日至六月七日(5)

  余赤诚以报祖国,此时言及作战,纯系一派胡言,愚不可及。其后果,不仅于国无所改观,而且所得只是任人蹂躏!任人蹂躏!再任人蹂躏!

  至于说到比国--那个英勇的比利时!诸位,余要披沥肝胆向你们陈述:螳臂挡车、以卵击石决不是英雄主义!更何况比国当时也不曾料想有今日之惨败。奉劝诸位读一读,由比国人查理·沙罗利博士撰写的《比利时如何拯救欧洲》一书吧。盖比利时深知,一旦战争爆发,英法两国必然赴援。加以列日和安特卫普享有全世界最坚固堡垒之美誉,比国人自信此二城市固若金汤有恃无恐。于是,比国人才为国家之荣誉而孤注一掷!试问,这是真正的勇敢吗?这是真正的英雄气概吗?

  诸位,看一看比国,想一想今日之比国人罢!试问,为这种英雄主义之“光彩”而作出全部之牺牲,值得吗?

  余并无指责比国人之意。在此,余想指明的是,比国并不值得中国仿效。任何人,若想硬要中国重蹈比国之覆辙,则无异于是对祖国之亵渎。

  综上所述,余再重申前言:切勿感情用事:让吾等各就本分,各尽责职,吾辈之责任乃是学习。


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